LIGHT ON – SEASON 2 (№1)

Light is On – Season 2
Post №1 – Background Info and Behind the Scenes of Session № 1  🔒 4 Requests

🔒overweight
🔒quitting vapes
🔒periodontal disease
🔒psoriasis

To set the right tone from the start. This project is not built around the idea of “becoming a better version of yourself.” It is not based on “self-love” defined through physical appearance. What we are creating here is a space for disidentification – a process of stepping out of illusions and restoring wholeness across multiple levels. External changes inevitably follow, but our goals are rooted in something deeper: worldview, attention, and perception.

A Bit of Background:
Our participant — a woman, 43.

🔒 Overeating. When she’s stressed, she just wants to fill her stomach. Though honestly, the extra weight barely shows.
🔒 Vaping. Wants to stop, but it’s too hard.
🔒 People-pleasing. Afraid to say no, really cares what others think.
🔒 Psoriasis. Has had it since she was 14.
🔒 Eczema appeared during pregnancy.
Uses hormonal creams.
🔒 Periodontal disease

Session 1
From the very first moment, we tune in and set the intention to heal. ✨

🔒 The first layer shows something dense, heavy – sitting in her chest and belly. It’s connected to the vaping, and she also reports bloating

Stagnant energy.
A pronounced pattern of repetitive negative thinking is present – catastrophizing, adding imagined negative details, anticipating attack. Significant self-judgment. A core belief: “I am never enough.” The imagery includes a distinct smell of dampness. The fixation on self-condemnation has formed a sense of internal stagnation – a “swamp.”

🗝️ We are working to restore energetic flow, while guiding the client toward the recognition that she herself is the creator of these patterns. A crucial realization: anything that was once created can also be dissolved.

We also recognize self-judgment as a tool for getting attention and love – though for now, through pity.
Everything can be changed!

We acknowledge what’s truly her – and what’s just old thought-forms she’s been carrying.
And we softly admit: she took it all in. Into her system. Into her body. And now – it’s time to let it go.

We open the Source and initiate the flow of healing.

💎 A soft blue light shows up – everything’s getting lighter.

🔒 Something heavy in the solar plexus. It tightens around the diaphragm, especially on the left side. So much tiredness — from not loving herself, from all the inner cruelty. There’s a soft, tender part locked in there, so open, so sensitive. And it whispers: “They convinced me I was bad. That I was never enough.”

Her older sister often felt jealous — things just seemed to come easier to the younger one. She blamed her for all the issues with their mom. Their mother is a heavy, difficult person, and dad wasn’t around much.
There’s guilt too — toward her grandmother, for how she acted as a teenager. She would push back hard, often in a rough way.

The participant learned to sense the mood of her relatives, and anxiety developed as a result.
This tender, sensitive part wants to come out and is asking for healing. It feels childlike — around 12 years old

🗝️ We talk to her. We acknowledge her, ask for forgiveness, and begin the healing. She needs to receive attention and love. We are restoring her dignity, a sense of gentle treatment, and giving her feelings of safety, stability, and acceptance.

Tears began to flow, accompanied by a pulling sensation in the area of the left collarbone.

The client remembered that her father always told her she was naive and that life would be very hard for her. She had to suppress that “naive” part and become forceful in order to survive. However, it is clearly visible that this part is truly magical. It was precisely this part that created so much good fortune in her life, even though it was suppressed.

💎 Awakening, she releases little sparks and fresh air — a direct contrast to the first image of the swamp. She is penetrating, subtle, and therefore can influence matter long before events unfold, from a distance, preventing obstacles and danger. There is so much joy in her, tenderness, faith, trust. These forces draw positive scenarios — they are the most powerful forces of creating reality. In the world, these gifts were devalued, and her abilities closed down. This magic lives in the left side of the abdomen, just under the ribs. It is in standby mode now.

It can be opened in the body — acknowledged, given space. We are returning to connection with the source. Even if the relatives — those characters in the game — did not give her the energies she needed, it does not mean there is no connection.

🗝️ She needs to forgive herself for walking away from her gift, for going all-in on just the material side of life. Now it’s time to stretch beyond that heavy, dense experience and bring back her subtle parts — to integrate her magic, her delicacy.

Gently, we let go of everything that gathered during the “dense” time. And then — a sob. Soft. Waking up. The tender part, thawing in the warmth of love. After so long being hard, acceptance finally comes. Softness.
Her arm started itching like crazy. The back of her head pulsed. Tears came, quiet and releasing. And then — hunger. Simple, real hunger.

💎 That subtle, delicate part — she got hurt when she first came into this rough world. But the pain didn’t break her. Not completely. We’re sending her healing energy now. She went through something new, and she made it. Now she needs time — to rest, to be nourished, to restore her true place. She works with high, elevated feelings, and it’ll take a moment for her to remember who she is… and then she’ll start moving.

🗝️ The next step is to disidentify from the core program that normalizes self-rejection — and to invite love into every cell of the body, surrendering fully to it. What becomes possible in life when this is truly allowed?
The flow has begun to reveal itself.

🔒 There’s this feeling coming up now — “Am I even worthy of this love?” The love is flowing, but it’s hitting a protective shell made of conditions. That’s her father’s protection. It served a purpose for a while — it kept her naive heart safe. But now? It’s blocking her inner light from meeting the light outside. Stopping her from receiving the world’s love.

We engage in a dialogue with the father.

🗝️ We express gratitude for the protection he provided during the period when internal stability was absent. Now a new configuration is established: “The world approaches me with kindness, because I choose to decide so. Therefore, I no longer need to shield myself with armor.”
We are removing the perceptual filters inherited from her father and others — filters that depicted the world as a dangerous place.

It was these very interpretations that shaped negativity into lived events.

✨ We are opening the heart with love for the world.
People unite through resonance.
When we adopt a mindset where the world is dangerous and cruel, we receive such a world as a product. From this, an attitude forms where one must be cunning, evasive, tough — always holding defense and weapons. And the circle closes.

🗝️ We acknowledge that this tool was adopted from the parents.
We also recognize another tool — one that contains the capacity to love the world and thereby create in resonance with it.
The conditions stating that this is not permitted — we release them back to the source. These conditions belong to the ancestral structure, yet the Self is not limited to what arrives through lineage. As the operator of one’s own system, an individual can consciously choose what to integrate, what to transform, and what to release.
Where fixed destructive scenarios were installed by default, we accept this as fact and revoke that decision. From this point, it becomes possible to consciously choose and invite alternative scenarios — to open one’s eyes in clarity to what else the world is truly revealing, and to notice what previously escaped awareness.

To be free from the conditions of the past. To choose the new.
To be love.
To give yourself time to adjust to this new state.

🔒 There is adrenaline, a nervous excitement before love and the unknown — because from within familiar boundaries, this feels like something “too much.” The ego part is afraid of merging. However, it can happen gently, in a way that the ego transforms rather than dies

The ego is merely a familiar self-description. Light possesses no boundaries and no definition. It is pure being, absolute aliveness – with no attachment to any concepts. An alchemy is possible: the union of infinity and boundaries, rendered conscious and fluid.
During this work, the client briefly dipped out of awareness and fell asleep. The controlling part deactivated for a reboot.The vibrational frequency is high – this is a known phenomenon.
Trembling arose in the body. We are facilitating embodiment of the new configurations through conscious breath.
A density along the central axis of the body has begun to vibrate. Movement is awakening. We are releasing all areas of stagnation. What awakens is the capacity to feel life with greater subtlety and clarity – without the need for “taste enhancers.”

Before, there was a swamp. Now the image has transformed into a fresh mountain river — full of air, full of vitality. In the central channel, energy has begun to flow very vigorously.
We give this living water, rich with oxygen, the command to cleanse the lungs of all accumulations.
Her hands began to itch. In the imagery, phlegm is being coughed up from the lungs.

We are working through the programs of comparing herself to others and the tension that comes from constant self-control and perfectionism. We are activating the knowledge that the world is born from within. The outer world is a mirror. There is nothing to compare oneself to out there — there are only illusions…

📝The participant received a homework assignment: to “breathe through her hands,” to observe the signs from the space around her, and to work with the image of a clear river inside — one that continues to wash away all stagnation.

🦋 And you — do you feel your magical, subtle part? What experience did she have to go through?

With love and care,

Tatiana and Daria